After spending a day hospitalized, time is going so slow. At least I get discharged tomorrow! ㅠㅠ I can deal with the pain, but the most uncomfortable thing is having difficulty breathing due to swelling in my nose, stuffy nose, and my mouth being full of phlegm (with no way for me to spit it out).. The pain was pretty severe on the first day, but now that it’s been 3 days I am used to it… but breathing is still difficult.. They even tied up my teeth and I blood keeps coming out of my nose and mouth ㅠㅠ My face swelling gradually got more and more swollen. I heard swelling would be the most on the 3rd day..However, I was told my swelling was better compared to others, and I thought that was a relief. I want time to hurry up and go by~

I visited the clinic today~Although I still look like a dried fish. I have much swelling and my nose got fat!! I wonder how it will look when the swelling goes away...I hope my swelling reduces quickly!At the clinic, I got a swelling care massage, and they applied more rubber bands so now I can’t even open my mouth.. ㅠㅠ However, the thought of becoming prettier keeps me going!! Also, due to my sensitive skin and the tape around my jaw, I even got contact dermatitis rash..ㅠㅠ That’s why I didn’t get a swelling reduction injection today, and I will get it 3 days later. I still can’t eat solid foods and so I am sticking to juice, soups, and sports drinks. I feel so hungry ㅠㅠ I weighed myself for the first time in a while and now my weight is 41 kilos! I haven’t been this weight since middle school, I hope my weight stays the same~~ I can't wait to be beautiful >_< 

The rubber bands in my mouth keep me from being able to talk. My diet consists of liquids, soups, porridge and I always feel so hungry. I went to the mart today… my stomach made growling sounds making me even hungrier. However, my weight has gone down a lot. I used to be 44 kilos but now I’m 40. My pants have become too large now. Maybe it’s because I got a swelling reduction shot last week, but it has reduced a lot. My dermatitis rash has improved too! It’s become much fainter compared to last week. The saying that time is medicine definitely applied to two jaw surgery. I want time to just fly by..so that my swelling will go away, my rash will heal, and I can eat whatever I want! ~~

Look at the swelling… I’m surprised every morning when I see the mirror,, I feel like it’s not me. It seem like my eyes got smaller due to swelling, and also with the yellow bruise, it makes me more ugly.. My mom even tease me about the face..T.T 

I feel like a piggy because of the swelling on my face..T.T make me depressed…T.T My chin got definitely short, and pretty,, but I want swelling to subside as soon as possible,, ,

I don’t feel any pain, but a little tingling sometime due to scar on incision area. I can’t sleep sideway because of cheekbone reduction, I just want to roll around when I sleep.. I should exercise more for faster swell subsiding.

It’s been a week already.. The time goes so fast. I had hard time over few days after the surgery for breathing and swollen face. And now, I can wash the dishes, and clean the my room. My body and my condition got much better. I see myself everyday, and notice that swelling is subsiding everyday. My mouth is no longer protruded, and face looks shorter than before.

It’s already been 2 weeks. The swelling is subsiding very fast, and my face is getting smaller. All I can eat is soup or juice,, I lost weight because if the surgery which is good! Most of swelling is gone, but some are left on the bottom of the cheek. I think I would know my face shape for sure for about a month after. I found my face small and young. That’s what I wanted !!